Dr R called me on his vacation to tell me about the results of the CT Scan I had the other day. He was shocked to see a mass on my lung, I had seen him a few days before and told him I had felt terrific. I feel better now then when I originally got sick last year. I think he said it was 5 cm, I am not sure exactly how big he thought it was was. Man this is a tired song. To me its kind of like a GOO GOO dolls album, i did not like the old shit and I am not ready for any of the new stuff. So next week I have to get this thing biopsied to see what it could be. Penelope and I had talked about what might happen if this thing came back in five years. We were going to go out tonite being that it is our 8th anniversary, but I just did not feel up to it. This sucks, part of me knows that this could be nothing there are so many options of its cause….well thats just a quick this sucks thought.
Another Version of A Hated Song!!