I can say this sucks but that would be an understatement. I take alot of comfort in knowing the answer to one of those questions that everybody asks about themselves. How will I leave this life, in what condition. While I dont wish to buy the farm today, tomorow or anytime soon I have great peace knowing that this will someday get the better of me. Most people I talk to worry about getting some hideous illness and suffering NOT ME!! or dying in some hideous gruesome accident NOT ME!!. When Dr R told me about the lastest test results a feeling of almost calm came over me. Yeah like most I was upset but not fall to pieces oh my god life is over!!!. What I have is beatable and Penelope and I will do that together AGAIN. Its amost as if you put your mind in a place that you resign yourself to the fact that the day will come when you say WELL SHIT doc I will send you a postcard from the hospice in BORA BORA. I have learned from this lastest nonsense that people can in fact live with one lung didnt know that!!!! Just a a quick thats life thought
Imagine That !!