Penelope, My Doctors and folks that have been through it. What do these people have in common, they are the only people that understand what is going on in my head right now. Yeah you tell your family, friends and coworkers things are good and that you are just tired. But unless it has happen to you, they for the most part are clueless on what goes on in your mind. There are two things that I absolutely believe beyond any doubt, the darkness of the tunnel is never far behind me. And I will not be one of the folks that Al Roker wishes a Hundreth Happy Birthday every morning. Reaching retirement age (65) would be a great. That gives me some years after Navy retirement to spend with my Penelope and to do the things we wanted to do when we had time to do them. I truly love my life but I am realistic about how the future will more then likely roll out for me…Life is a bitch huh…just a quick thought
Monthly Archives: April 2009
Gotta love Family Guy !!!!!!
No ,matter how calm I get or retrospective from being sick, there always seem to be one individual that I wish would go away. From time to time I rant about him and wish bad things upon him but nothing to seems to happen. Their are actually two people I wish hate upon but at least the other is on another coast is retiring soon. Hopefully his past will come back to haunt him and a prison cell will be in the offering. But the one that affects me on a daily basis and just will no go away. Is it bad to wish someone ill will, maybe he will take a header into a moving truck or some accident will befall him and god will take him off my hands..or maybe I will transfer in 9 months and we will never see each other again…..just a wishful thought….