Penelope, My Doctors and folks that have been through it. What do these people have in common, they are the only people that understand what is going on in my head right now. Yeah you tell your family, friends and coworkers things are good and that you are just tired. But unless it has happen to you, they for the most part are clueless on what goes on in your mind. There are two things that I absolutely believe beyond any doubt, the darkness of the tunnel is never far behind me. And I will not be one of the folks that Al Roker wishes a Hundreth Happy Birthday every morning. Reaching retirement age (65) would be a great. That gives me some years after Navy retirement to spend with my Penelope and to do the things we wanted to do when we had time to do them. I truly love my life but I am realistic about how the future will more then likely roll out for me…Life is a bitch huh…just a quick thought
Serenity with Questions!!!